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Game Over

Tengah siap2 nk solat maghrib.... ops.... owh... AF has shown herself.

Officially CD 1. Game over. Life must goes on.

To schedule visit to gynea on CD 3 n discuss new strategy (huhuhuhu....mcm nk berperang je...).

p/s: pecah rekod satu hari 2 entry.... mmmm....rasa mcm nk 'retail theraphy' la... huhuhu.....

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  1. sabar ye sweet,InsyaAllah semuanya pasti ada hikmahnya... :)

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    1. InshaAllah, emosi semakin tenang :-) terima kasih mamamunif.

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  2. Sweet nak proceed next ivf ke lepas ni?

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    1. Nak discuss ngan doctor dulu anna, what option do i have to heighten my chances during next ivf. But not immediately after this kot... Nak kena restkan dulu my body and soul :-) And teruskan misi menurunkan berat badan... huhuhuhu

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  3. Anonymous5:03 pm

    Sweet tooth, so sorry to hear :( hugs
    But as you say, life goes on. Take a little time to take care of yourself physically and mentally before "going to war" again. Retail therapy will help. Take care of yourself dear!

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    1. Thank u N :-) Will do. You too take care k

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  4. yeah u should go for 'retail therapy :D'

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