Here We Go... (Again!)

Thursday night, 28/2, the much awaited AF came. Yeyy!!! At last... I couldn't sleep that night. Can't remember bila I dozzed off. Tau2 dah pagi... Siap2 pegi keje (gi meeting actually the whole day kat hotel corus... x masuk opis pun). Can't concentrate to whatever things they discussed. My mind was already somewhere else.

Well... that is my problem. When I had something in mind, I can't focus on other things.

In the afternoon, call my doc and get her instruction... and today at CD 4, I started my stim drugs! (huhuhuhu...sounds like drug addict je i nih... by the way, stim tu meaning stimulation yer... bukan 'stim' yg khayal tu!).

Ada brani mau cucuk?? Heheheh...

Sorry ladies, this time around I can't disclose what was the stim drug prescribed to me. But I bet some would know one of the drug already. heheheheh.... Anyway....I was instructed to take those 2 shots in the morning starting today until....well, until when the doc said stop la. And I can also tell you, the one in the small syringe (orange head tu...), hurt like **** (you can fill in the blanks with whatever word u like to choose). Perhaps because the needle is much larger in size (dah la besar, panjang pulak tu!). Or perhaps because this was the first shot after a year... I just hope it will get better in time. Alah bisa, tegal biasa kata org tu...

So... here we go again. I'm asking your prayer dear frens. Pls pray that this cycle would bring us the happy news that we've been waiting for 8 years. Amin...

P/s: Since I've started our 2nd IVF this cycle, I have to stop my 90 days challenge. So it is actually a 60 days challenge. To summarised:

I short 0.4 kilo to my target for 90 days. I still consider myself successful because I have lost 3.3 kilos in 60 days :-) Kudos me! (clap clap clap) X banyak, tapi its enough to motivate myself that I can do it better next time. Hopefully my buddies out there yang dlm mission turunkan berat badan akan lebih berjaya dari i. Teruskan usaha ya!