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Yup... it's second day already. Time seems to fly these days... (ye ker? Bukan asik dok tgk jam ke smalam pikir bila nk abis waktu keje ni? Hehhehehe). So far, x banyak lg kerjanya...still doing catch up of things that happend during 3 weeks of my leave. This week schedule still empty, except for 2 meetings. I'm sure there'll be more meetings later.
I was worried to come back to office.Worried about what my reaction would be when my friends would ask me how was the ivf going on... I was afraid that i would not be strong enough and just crumble apart when being asked such question. But alhamdulillah... seems like i can avoid being emotional and just anser the question honestly with smile. Belum ada rezeki lagi... that what was i said.
An encouragement through e-mail received frm my very best friend had given me the strength to get up and move on. I really like the quotes. It was frm Ustaz Don FB msg. Here it goes;
'Allah tidak pernah menjanjikan bahawa langit itu selalu biru, bunga selalu mekar dan mentari selalu bersinar. Tapi ketahuilah... Dia selalu memberi pelangi di setiap badai, senyum di setiap air mata dan jawapan di setiap doa'
Betul tu awak. walau sepedih mana perasaan yg kita harus tempuhi, berbalik lah kita pada Pencipta yg Maha Agong. emosi adalah mainan syaitan yg cuba memporak peranda iman kita pada Allah. saya dulu camtu juga..conceive thru IUI, then gugur..rasa lemah nak melangkah ke ofis tp kita harus. mcm mane skali pun kita harus hadapi situasi ni..nak tak nak kita terpksa kuatkan semngat..mujur kwn2 yg byk bg semngt.sabar lah wak..sebesar mane investment kita utk anak andai belum masa nya Allah nak bagi tak mungkin terjadi. Allah tak pernah kejam ..ape yang diuji NYA hanyalah sekadar mengukur keimanan dan ketaqwaan kita pada NYa..
ReplyDeleteShara, that is so true :-)
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