I hate giving speech. Had to give one, (impromptu mind you!) (Sigh....) tengah2 cakap tu tetiba my mind went blank and I was in silence mode for 10 seconds (a very long 10 seconds). Ntah apa I sambung cakap, I don't remember anymore...hahahhahaha :P The speech was a farewell speech. Got invitation yesterday, and since the farewell was also for others (ramai la jugak) I don't expect they would want us to give speech (coz timing majlis tu sekejap jer). Ha...hambik...kena bagik speech... I really don't like public speaking. Come to think of it, I wonder how come I hate public speaking now? I was in my school debate team when I was in form 4 and 5. Hmm...pelik!

I was busy at the kitchen when my hubby told me that my mum's rabbit is giving birth. There were 4 anak arnab. But one of it may not survive. Masa my hubby tengok anak arnab tu dah lahir, tapi kulit one of it dah tersiat and kaki dia dah hilang. Tinggal tulang kaki dia je... We suspected arnab jantan yang sekandang dengan arnab betina yang melahirkan tu punya kerja... Anyway, just to be on the safe side, my mum dah keluarkan arnab jantan tu keluar dari kandang and let it berkeliaran kat laman rumah. Skang ni I dah at my home. Tak tau apa cerita anak arnab putus kaki yang malang tu... I don't think dia boleh survive. Sedih lak rasa. Petang, I went to kenduri doa selamat jiran kat kawasan perumahan ni. Makan2, borak2 and then balik rumah siapkan tax submission. Alhamdulillah, tahun ni tak payah bayar tax. Dah bayar extra pun dari potongan cukai bulanan. Form dah selamat di submit melalui e filing. Actually this is my first year pakai e filing. Senang gila sebab all the info fro...

Sebab ada org teringin nak tengok handbag I, ni la I attach gambar my new handbag yer.... colour dia white and dark purple .... cantik kan? hehehheheehehehhehehehhehhe.... syukur alhamdulillah...ada rezeki Allah bagi untukpakai handbag ni. Saje pilih handbag besar, senang I nak hangkut important things yang kena ada dalam hand bag. Let me see what are the important things yang ada dalam handbag saya.... wallet  Handphone meeting note book Diary / Calendar (senang nak organised my schedule) pencil case untuk alat tulis saya semasa meeting & discussion Mineral water (seberapa banyak yang muat saya masukkan dalam bag tu). 'Towel Ladies' (sila baca as direct translation) Hand lotion Sweets Mmmm...rasanya ni je benda-benda yang ada dalam handbag I. So...ladies out there, meh I tag u all yang read this blog.... sila senaraikan barang yang ada dalam handbag anda di blog anda yer.... hehehhe.... have fun! at the same time, meh layan lagu ni yer... lama dah tak...

Heheheh.... Actually I was quite surprise ada komen for my entry yang dah setahun. Since soklan tu jawapannya panjang, so I dedicated this entry to Iza and to those who wish to attempt ACCA. Anyway, just to inform you that I have a paper more to go (plan dah lari sebab paper yang satu tu kantoi...). FYI, I started ACCA since 2003. Huhuhuh...punya lama kan? Coz ari tu ada setahun dua I berehat dari amik paper after I got married. I belajar sendiri jer... X de attend mana2 kelas. Dulu-dulu because I was posted at Eastern, tak de kelas kat sana. Pernah try berulang every weekend to KL to attend class. Tapi penatnya, Allah je la yang tahu. Tu tak campur ngan ongkos yang mengalir laju bak air terjun... Then, bila dah kawin and pindah KL, I still belajar sendiri sebab susah nak pi kelas coz all the class is either lewat petang and abis malam or conducted during the whole weekend. I find it not suitable for me since kesian kat hubby nanti sengsorang jer kat umah (plus, I memang malas...

I got home late today. Pkol 8.30 malam baru sampai umah. A big task waiting for me at home. Got message from my hubby petang tadi. His friend and family would like to spent a night at our home tomorrow. ALAMAK! My house is a disaster right now. Hehehhe...I'm sure you all wondering why la my house ni nak bersepah-sepah sedangkan bukan ada baby or budak kecik pun (baby besar ada la!). Actually x la bersepah apa...cuma berhabuk gila-gila jer... (and rambut i yg suka gugur berada di merata bahagian umah and kalo dikumpul dah boleh buat gumpalan hairball!) so nak kena operasi menvacuum satu rumah malam ni. Huwaa.... penatnya.... Ok...nak pi start operasi ni... Sok tah pkol berapa la bangun pi kerja ni...

I'm reading a book on leadership titled "The Leader Who Had No Title". Just finished the first chapter. Quite an interesting book. The first chapter was talking about leadership at all level. Hmmm... sounds familiar... Anyway, to summarise, being a leader does not mean when you are in the position of manager, or senior manager or general manager or ceo etc. It is actually starts even when you are a mere worker. Everybody within an organisation is a leader. We should show our leadership by showing a desire to be involved and a commitment to making a positive difference (quoted from the book). Show it by being truely excellent in our role. Just remember that every job is an important job. Well, the concept of everybody is a leader; at least on their own, was found earlier (than this book at least) in the Quran. "Ingatlah ketika Tuhanmu berfirman kepada malaikat: Sesungguhnya Aku hendak menjadikan seorang khalifah di bumi." (Surah al-Baqarah, ayat 30) Yes......

I think this week is entitled to be named as eating festival. I had a performance review workshop at Hotel M*** KL. Just nearby the HQ. The workshop started on 10th until 12th (yes...I was working yesterday). It was a 'head throbbing' sessions as we discussed in details of the staff strength, weaknesses and development plan. And the session was from 8.30 am to 11 pm. We only stop for lunch, prayers and dinner. We also finalised the rating and ranking for all the 200++ staff. And at last on Saturday, we managed to finish it all...phew! What a relief. Since the workshop was held at the hotel, of course the food was superb! Hotel food ma... what u expect? And since the food was superb, hehhehehehhe...(evil laugh) I had to admit that I ate a lot. I mean A LOT! But on the positive side - no rice at all :) Ratah lauk jer for lunch and dinner. And for tea break, kuih2 dia memang sedap. And it went on for 3 days (luckily it was 3 days only...if a week? isyk... bahaya!) Today pulak,...

During lunch hour, I have this opportunity to hear a kuliah zohor at surau klcc. Actually, when I arrived at the surau the kuliyyah already 3/4. Anyway, sempat jugak got some tips from the penceramah (prof apa tah nama...x ingat...). She told us about being isteri solehah...it all come back to this 3 words 'have, give, get'. For instance, if you have love, you give the love to your husband and you will get love from him. If you have 'curiga' towards your husband, you will treat him badly thus he will act 'mencurigakan'. It also works as 'u give kebahagian to ur hubby, u get kebahagian from ur hubby and u'll have kebahagian for ur life'. Got what I mean? According to prof, we have positive or negative vibe that we can send to other people. Being married, of course kita tau 'luar dalam isi hati rahsia baik buruk' sang suami ni. If rasa hormat towards the hubby ni hilang, the hubby would sense it. Thus, bila ada org ketiga yang memandang tin...

Nope...nothing important to say tonite... Just doin' a little touch up; since the picture of my delicious desert has been replaced by an advertisement banner... What do u think of this new look?

I was suppose to get some rest this weekend. Meaning, have enough sleep at least. But last night, I slept at 2.30 am... Itu pun lepas my hubby suruh tido. Otherwise, I would stay up watching my favourite movie 'The Sound of Music'. Last night sempat sampai they all sang out that yodel song jer... Anyway, I suppose tonight I need to sleep on early. Tomorrow is monday...(sigh...) The beginning of another hectic week. Good Luck everyone!

The last time I played bowling was about 2 years ago (I think...). It's been so long, I was not confident to play it at first. My Division had organised an engagement session with our GM, of which an inter department game was organised to strenghten our teamwork. Our department had sent 2 team. My team (we named it 'Bakor Je...Kita Bakor Je...) and the other team that we named Kak Limah Main Bowling. Hehehe.... It was a funny name and my staff had suggeted it. I like it so much so I just went along with them. The event started at 3.15 pm with speech from the GM (honest to be told I can't remember what he said...ahaks!). Then we had a refreshment before we started to bowl. My team members were worried about me...Maklum la...lama dah tak main. I told them I'm not a good bowler (which is true). To my surprise, I played so well in the first game (I got 140 point. The highest so far in my life. hehehhe). Few strikes and spares. I even impressed my team. Hehehehe.... Tapi 1...

I was watching 'Bersamamu' @ TV3. Usually I won't watch this 'sad story' kind of TV program...not because I don't care... It is because I'll feel so sad that I would be crying watching it (Yes....I'm that sensitive). But tonight, since my MIL is the Queen of the house, she got to watch whatever TV program she likes. And I'm as a dutiful daughter in law (hehhehe) will watch whatever TV Program she choose. But I managed to hold back my tears (malu la kat my MIL!). Sedih la... I can't bear watching other people's suffering. Kesian sangat kat adik tu... being 16, but he can only lie on his back and his mother would attend to him. He suffers with brain cancer, which already spread to his spine. Memang sedih sangat. This makes me think, how many of us being thankful to Allah? We often complain that we have a hard life. We often asked why we have such problem? Why Allah did not accept our Doa? Why does this problem happen to me? But we always ...

I'm a bit 'emo' right now. I'm sorry if this entry contains words that is offending to some of you... I can't stand reading/hearing about wife who is 'unjustly' treated. I'm amazed though by the strength of the wife. Orang perempuan memang kuat. Ustazah kat sekolah dulu, pernah tanya soalan kat kami...kenapa orang perempuan yang bersalin? Bukan org lelaki yang melahirkan anak? Ustazah kata, sebab orang perempuan ni kuat. Lebih tahan sakit berbanding lelaki. Sebab tu jugak, org lelaki yang banyak sakit jantung....eh, kluar topik la... Back to the story about the unjustly treated wife ni. For all of us yang x mengalaminya ni, memang senang nak kata "tinggalkan je lelaki macam tu..." or "bawak je masalah ni ke mahkamah" or "mintak la family campur tangan". If I was not married, I would probably say the same. But when I'm married, I understand how does it feel to love and be loved. I understand how does the marriage is s...