I just realised that I had never made any conclusion/closure on my IVF treatment last year. For those who had been tru it, you know how emotional the journey was and how sad you were when your result was BFN (I totally broke down when I got the result. Can refer to April/Early May 2012 posting on my IVF experience...malas nak tepek link kat sini... heheheheh). When the IVF date was confirmed, I started to search/google all info that I can get about it. From how the IVF process were, until the reading of true experience of other ladies out there who brave themselves to bear all the pain. But most of my reading was from blog/experience of ladies from overseas. Not much from Malaysian ladies and if there is any, just a number who had recorded their journey in detail. That was when I decided to keep my IVF journey as detail as possible. At least it can be as a reference for other ladies out there, if they needed it. And at that time, I also was hopeful that my fellow TTC friends would pr...

Fuh... when i thought about what happend last night, memang rasa macam separuh nyawa i dah melayang....tak pernah rasa takut sampai nak tido pun macam seram2 je... What happend? Well... my hubby was on his night shift last night. So macam biasa la i sengsorang kat umah. Can't remember pkol berapa... but may be around 8.45 pm or 9 pm cam tu. Tetiba i dengar sound 'beep' that I always heard when doors/windows of my house was open. Dua kali the 'beep' tu berbunyi. FYI, rumah I memang ada pasang alarm. So everytime pintu or tingkap dibuka akan dengar bunyi beep tu. But masa tu I memang belum switch on alarm lagi...Kalo tak sure dah berbunyi alarm i. I selalu pasang bila I nak tidur or bila dah 10.30/11 malam whichever is earlier. oh heck! I'm alone in my house. Masa tu tengah tengok TV kat ruang tamu di tingkat bawah. I dah berdebar gila dah... ada orang nak masuk rumah ke??And since I kat bawah, I suspect if anything may be tingkat atas la... so i pi dapur, ami...

First of all, I don't have vast experience in fertility treatment with a number of doctors... so my entry might be biased. I've been with my current gynecologist since 2008. She is my second gyne. I fell in love with her when the first time I met her. (huhuhuhu...dramatik la sgt ayat nih...) The first ever criteria for me to choose a gyne: the doctor must be a woman. I prefer it that way. Since the doc shall 'witness everything' of me, i'd prefer if it is a woman. It is actually up to your preference. If u feel comfortable with your decision, it's up to you to choose male or female doc. Back then in 2006 - 2007, the only gyne i know was Doc Hamid Arshad. Thanks to internet, i googled all hospital that is available in Kuala Lumpur/ Eastern Region to search for a female gyne that offered IVF service. From there, I found my current gyne. She was a visiting doctor at one of private hospital that offered IVF service. When I google her name, there I found  the hos...

It's been 46 days since my 90 days challenge start. What is my progress? Alhamdulillah.... eventhough it may seem little, but I'm really happy that I'm closer to my goal. only a kilo ++ to go before my 90 days challenge end on 31st March 2013. Kalo dapat capai target ni, boleh la i sambung another 90 days challenge (part 2) to shed another 3 kilos. Sukeeeeeeee sangat! But actually it's been a week since my weight got static....tak gerak2.... risau gak. Macam biasa la...I kalo nk tau apa2, the fastest source would be google. So betul ke I'm reaching a weight plateau? Let see.... From my reading, if the weight does not change for 3 weeks, baru lah dikira weight loss plateau. It is a period when your body weight remains the same level.Why 3 weeks? Sebab 1st week kita hilang air dalam badan, along with the second week. But 3rd week may indicate that your body doesn't change as you hoped despite your best effort. The word weight loss x differentiate bet...

OMG...I've been a bad blogger... Sorry u have to wait such a long time for me to continue with the story.... Ok dear readers....kita sambung lagi dengan cerita tentang Abu Lahab sefamily nih. Dalam entry sebelum ni, i ada tulis yang Anak-anak serta isteri Abu Lahab juga telah dilaknat Allah. Mengapa? Begini ceritanya.... Anak-Anak Abu Lahab Do u know that 2 orang anak Abu Lahab merupakan bekas menantu Rasulullah? Atbah dan Utaibah merupakan suami kepada Ruqayyah dan Umi Kalsum. Keduanya tidak mempunyai anak sehinggalah Nabi diutus menjadi Rasul. Setelah turunnya surah ini, Abu Lahab menyuruh kedua anaknya menceraikan puteri-puteri Rasulullah. Maka mereka pun menghantar pulang Umi Kalsum & Ruqayyah ke rumah nabi. Setelah diceraikan mereka, Utaibah telah meludah wajah Rasulullah dan mengasari Baginda sehingga terkoyak bajunya. Kerana tindakannya itu, Rasul telah berdoa kepada Allah dengan doa yang kita sekarang kenali sebagai salah satu dari qunut Nazilah.Rasulullah telah b...

Sorry dear readers... Am taking so long to continue with the sharing of Ustaz Don's kuliyyah. Hari tu kita berenti kat part Allah is the best Planner kan? Setiap kejadian yang berlaku tu, tidaklah ia berlaku dengan sia-sia. Ada hikmah disebaliknya.... Seperti yang ustaz ceritakan tentang cerita Nabi Musa.... Nabi Musa, Pemburu, Pengembala Kambing dan Orang Tua. Pada satu hari, Nabi Musa sedang berehat-rehat dibawah pokok, berdekatan dengan sebuah telaga air. Dari kejauhan beliau terlihat seorang pemburu menaiki kuda menuju ke telaga air untuk menghilangkan dahaganya. Pemburu itu membawa seuncang emas. Ketika dia hendak mengambil air dari telaga tersebut, pemburu itu telah meletakkan uncang emasnya di sisi telaga itu. Mungkin dia khuatir uncang emasnya jatuh ke dalam telaga itu ketika mengambil air.Sesudah pemburu itu minum air telaga tersebut dan hilang dahaganya, pemburu tersebut terus menaiki kudanya untuk meneruskan perjalanan... Nabi Musa hanya menyaksikan kejadian terseb...