Last Tuesday, went to a tazkirah session kat surau opis nih. Excited nak pi coz the penceramah was.... Sapa tak kenal ustaz ni?? Alhamdulillah...memang syukur sgt dapat menghadiri kuliah Ustaz Don ni. Memang seronok dengar tazkirah beliau. Tak sedar masa berlalu.... Dalam kuliahnya kali ini, ustaz diberi tajuk 'Ayah & Kepimpinan'. Tapi ustaz berseloroh... katanya, "saya ni baru je kahwin, mcammana nak cerita pasal tajuk ni?" (imagine ustaz cakap dengan loghat penang pekatnya tu...). Ustaz banyak bercerita dalam kuliahnya kali ini. Tak tau la sama ada kena dengan tajuk ke tidak. Tapi bagi i, ceritanya itu memang banyak manfaat.... ustaz banyak bercerita berkisarkan surah 'tabbat yada'. Tapi ustaz banyak lompat2 cerita, kejap cerita tentang surah tu, pastu cerita lain pulak, pastu patah balik cerita tu... . jadi i akan cuba share cerita2 ustaz tu satu persatu ya... Cerita 1 (Tiada Zuriat) Masa tu ustaz baru sampai. I tengok tajuk kuliah ni, tet...

After 80 days, at last she came with vengence... yup....period pain. 80 Days huh... Aunt flo has goes around the world before came and visit me again (around the world in 80 days...get it?). This is the longest cycle so far... and so it begin... need to set appointment for hsg in CD 10. then, need to see my gynea before my referral letter expired... on my 90 days challenge... it's been aweek since my last exercise. The flue and coughing is getting better, yet not totally cured. Still have some left. Hopefully would regain my health back soon. Till then :-)

Tak.... sob sob ni bukan sebab saya sedih n nangis. Tah kenapa... tetiba jek i dapat selsema. Huwaaaa!!!!! Hingus (gross!) Meleleh je ni.... Badan sumer dah sakit, rasa cam nak demam. My colleague said may be i allergy habuk. hmmm...may b kot. bilik meeting tu tingkap dia jenis cermin. Takut bilik eeting tu dah lama x dianginkan. And i mmg ada allergy habuk. Bila selsema, batuk payah nak berenti. Admittedly, the past week selalu skip my vit c intake. Heheheh...padan muka kat diri sendiri.... Okeh..ramai yg tanya kat mana i pegi outstation nih.. huhuhu.... bukn la jauh mana pun...dokek je ngan umah i. In 30 minutes dah bleh sampai. Ni i attachkn gak gambar2 sekitar tempat tu. Enjoy...

Memang dugaan... ke cabaran? Im outstation until wednesday. Hubby x leh ikut coz keje (sob...sob...) But, this is not the challenge. Mcm biasa la... bila program di hotel, boleh ke kalo x makan melampau? Muahaha... tu la cabaran i skna nih... Nampaknya, baru hari pertama smalam i dah menderhaka kepada program diet i. Kemain nanysk calories intake sampai i x sanggup nk kira dah... (dessert! dessert is the culprit!). Mlm plak belasah nasi arab kambing....Adoi... x mustahil i'll gain back my weight yg dah hilang x seberapa tu... Ya Allah, berikan aku kekuatan....Amin... In the meantime, enjoy the pic of the room. Quite awesome kan? Sesuai kalo nk honeymoon.... (sob...sob...wish u were here abg...).

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Begitulah I nisbahkan usaha I dalam menurunkan my overweight ni. Tak perlu berusaha bombastik sangat kalau usaha tu setakat HHCD (hot hot chicken dung) je... I cuma berharap this time around I akan lebih consistent and semangat ni x luntur... Am so happy when I found out that ramai lagi dikalangan rakan2 (bloggers or not) yang mempunyai matlamat yg sama dengan I. Nak turunkan berat badan. According to my reading, if you have frens that also want to reduce their weight, your journey would be easier and you are likely to reduce your weight. Sebab tu I nak ajak seramai yang boleh join this 90 days challenge ni. So that kita bleh support each other. I also share about this with kawan2 se'lunch' dengan I. So that they would support and remind me should I went overboard with my lunch... heheheh... pic frm google Talking about 'sikit-sikit' ni, I think it applies in all aspect of 'weight loss' process ni. Contohnya bab2 makan... I dulu memang selalu cuba cras...

I think almost every year i had to renew my resolution on 'this'. But in the end, I still ended up the same... nothing goes down...instead 'it' goes up. Year in, year out... Sama je. I'm sure you can tell what 'this' means... ye.... saya nak turunkan berat badan saya. I think, my current weight is the heaviest I have so far in my entire life. I need to shed off this excessive weight soon. As per written by one of the blogger, kita tak rasa the urgency nak turunkan berat badan sebab we think we have an entire year to do it. I pun rasa tu ada betulnya... Ada juga yang kata target tak realistik untuk dicapai menyebabkan kita putus asa di tengah jalan... ya...ada juga betulnya... And some says lack of motivation and urgency causing us to 'delay' the weight loss process. Maklum la...ada masa setahun kan... Well... that is so true.... Tapi sekarang ni, I do have the urgency to shed off my weight. My health condition need to be tip top for the IVF p...

Happy New Year! Yup... you read it right... I'm in the office. It has been a while since the last time i had to come to office during weekend or public holiday. 2 years back kot... That was the last time when i had to do monthly and yearly account closing. My current job doesn't require me to do month end or year end closing anymore.  So, why did i came to the office today? Actually our company had to change into latest version of accounting system. So the old system was frozen to allow the consultant to extract and carried over data to new system. As such, the automated collection system from our customer account was also frozen. We have to do it manually. Just imagine, extracting data from 19 terminals all over the country... tu belum lagi part checking and verifying the info to ensure its correctness... Nightmare... such a nightmare... Just hope for the best and do the best during this downtime period. Pls pray for me and my team. On the other note; Happy new y...