Since my MIL stays with us to recuperate, all my SIL & BIL are here visiting her. 3 of them overnight here. So, as usual, my task would be preparing the meal for my family. Today, for the first time in at least 2 years, I prepared Nasi Lemak for breakfast. Huhuhuu.... Sodap! Abis diet den. Even my MIL & SIL praised my Nasi Lemak. (I called it nasi lemak bodoh - coz it just a simple nasi lemak). My sambal a bit too hot (my hubby love it though!) and I fried anchovies + nugget + hard boiled eggs. Walla.... dah siap and licin nasik lemak ku... For lunch, I cooked Sambal Ayam Madu, my fav. Again, my BIL said, my cooking just like Hotel's cooking. huahuahua.... So, what is it actually that I would like to write here? Need to ask? Just look at this entry's title la... Miss my hubby..

Why is it hujan & traffic jammed tak dapat dipisahkan? I was stuck for about an hour in traffic jammed today. Mengantuk gila... menyanyi bagai nak rak pun x ilang gak kebosanan tu... Nasib baik beli makanan.... bleh makan dalam kereta... muahahhaha.... there goes my diet!

I feel 'brain drain'. Been in a meeting since 9 am to 8 pm, non stop. Except for solat zohor and asar. Lunch and tea break was provided in the meeting room. We have been discussing the overall rating of staff performance (average for 200 staff).Need to review their performance & development plan. It is very tiring, coz u have to debate whether the rating given by their bosses is accurate and reflectingthe staff performance. This would be a twice yearly agonising meeting that I need to attend. Of course la I kena attend...otherwise, who would defend my staff performance rating? We can expect that I would spent around 10 working days in a year to attend this kind of meeting. A lot kan? Actually I feel guilty to my hubby... dah la kitorang berdua jer... Time dia ada rumah, I pulak balik lambat... x best betul... And tomorrow, I need to attend the same meeting - continuation from today meeting yang tak habis. Ayark!!! Tidak!!!!!!!!

It is saturday. I'm planning of being lazy today. Just wanna rest, watching TV, while I'm surfing Internet all day long. Tapi jap lagi I have to cook lunch. My dear hubby is working on night shift tonight. So, for sure he'll eat lunch in the evening, before going off to work. If masak awal, I can get my rest earlier... Why am I being lazy today? Coz tomorrow I have a full day meeting, evaluating performance of staff in my company for this financial year. Eventhough I did not involve directly in the evaluation, I still have to be there to observe the process. Coz next year, I'll be the one to evaluate them. Kiranya nak amik pengalaman la ni... But still...meeting on weekend? This is the first time in my entire 8 years working life. (Sigh....) I guess things are different right now. The expectation of your employer goes higher as you reach higher position in the company. I just wonder how would I fare in the future? Hmmmm....

Approaching the financial year end, everybody would be busy with the performance review. It is not an easy task actually... you have to review yours and your subordinates performance, give it rating and justify it should the rating is above average or below average. This requires soft skill and negotiation skill as well (kena nego ngan your superior kot...) But for me, If you really deserve it, it would not be difficult to justify your performance. However, if your performance is just average, you would be craking your head to come out with justification. As such, I'm leaving it to my subordinate to justify, should they feel their performance is above average. Then, we'll see if it is really good performance or just meeting the target.  I have 4 subordinates to be evaluated this Friday. Just received their draft performance review, hence a lot of work to be done by this Friday. Alhamdulillah, both meetings tomorrow morning and evening were cancelled. Perhaps I can finish it a...

It's our Prophet Muhammad Birthday today, 12 Rabiul Awal. Hopefully I would be a better Muslimah, who got his Shafaat in Akhirat. What did i do today? Nothing much... just in the evening i went to buy new eyeglass since the one i have right now has been used since the past 2 years. Nak check la kot2 power naik ker...turun ker... I did bought new glasses and in addition, I bought a pair of contact lens :) hehehhe... This is my first time using it (sungguh ketinggalan zaman). Actually, I was a bit nervous nak pakai contact lens coz feels like there is something foreign in my eyes. But after trying it, it seems ok. So, while waiting my new glasses ready, I'll be wearing a one month disposable contact lens. I also bought a new set of my so call 'diet food'. Hopefully this time I'll be more discipline in adhering to the diet program. I'm happy to tell you that I have shed down a kilo since I start my diet program. I know it just a kilo. But still, it is a success...

Tomorrow me & hubby will attend my company's family day at Corus Hotel. I need to be there quite early...around 11am supossedly. But I'm not sure whether my dear hubby could make it. He is in the night shift tonight..., and will only back home tomorrow by 9.30 am. I'd like him to catch few hours of sleep first... Anyway, we'll see what happend tomorrow. The reason I have to be early is because I'm one of the committee in charge of welcoming participant to the event. Plus... The VVIP is a lady, so I'm kind of her companion during the event. X best la nak kena temankan VIP ni... but, what to do... I'm the only lady manager yang ader kat Central Region ni... have to la... ok, GTG... need to pack our staff for this weekend.