Backdated Entry: 12 August 2016 Friday, the Blessed day of the week. 11.36 am. I was browsing my lappy kat opis, tgh tgk barang2 nak beli utk bakal anak kucen i. This was the starting point, when my life starts on emotional roller coaster journey. My phone's ring out a tone signaling A wassap msg coming. It was from my sister, saying that a baby is available for adoption, the mother is at the hospital already and whether i want to adopt the baby or not...  And i was like 😱😱😱😱😱 whattt???!!!! Is this really happening? Menggigil i dapat msg from my sister. I mmg x aktif mencari anak angkat. And up to some point i really wanted to try on my own. It was so sudden, but my heart immediately wanted to say yes... but i'm working and i have classes on the weekend. The baby is newborn. Cemana i nak jaga? And a lot of other doubt came into my mind. I told my sister, to give me some time and let me discuss it over with MDH. Lepas i bertenang seketika, i msg MDH about ...

Can't wait! U all pun tertanya tanya kan... Hehhehe... Poyo je i buat countdown...  Don't worry... Esok akan terjawab segalanya... Sapa nak teka countdown utk apa... Meh teka... Till then 😊

If u asked me, yes... I'm ready since the past 11 years 😊

Am so excited that i don't even care that i have mid term exam tomorrow 🙈🙈🙈🙈

Jom countdown with me...

Picture says everything... Panic mode: on!

Dah makin besar...  Anak sedara i dah suh datang umah dia pilih anak kucen mana i nak... Huhuhu... X dan lagi nak pi... Kelas je kan on weekend...  Sementara tu, meh enjoy gambor kucen2 ni... Geram nyee tengok 😍😍😍

Entry ni patutnya i buat bulan lepas...tapi busy... ni baru teringat nak post pasal nih... It was not a light decision to make. Well, at least for me. It is additional responsibility...bertanggungjawab terhadap nyawa lain. Kita yg bagi makan, kita yg kena jaga. Nak pegi mana2 lama2 pun, kena consider 'dia'. Balik kampung, sure la kena angkut skali kan...takkan nak tinggal kat umah... But from my limited experience, it could be fun kalau 'dia' ada... seronok tgk keletah 'dia'. Terpikir jugak, kalo i outstation nanti macam mana eh? But when i think again, why not...org lain pun outstation gak...kalo org lain bleh manage, why can't i kan? Yes, i think I'm ready for this responsibility... Masa mak dia ngandung pun my SIL dah tanya2 i nak tak 'anak' tu. After pikir betul2, akhirnya i agree... Litter of kitten kepunyaan anak buah i... Ahahah... Poyo je kan i ni... InsyaAllah one of these kitties will be my 'anak angkat'. Skang n...

Ahahaa... yo yo an je i nih... not really adrenalin rush... but excitement from the watching beregu lelaki badminton Malaysia yg berjaya ke perlawanan final. I saw the game since the 2nd set. Fuhhhh!!!! Sangat mendebarkan. I plak yg terlebih excited and stress menyokong kat umah... huhhu... Anyway, all the best Malaysian team! p/s: 2-3 malam ni asik la terbangun tgh malam...pastu mata terkebil kebil x leh tido eh... huhuhu... Can't stop my brain from thinking and thinking... in addition to nak exam next week, tapi study x lagi eh...adoi la....

Oh my... When was my last entry? I don't even remember... Huhuhu... Ada lg ke readers blog suam2 kuku nih... If there is any, am really sorry for the lack of update. I just have a lame excuse that i was so busy with my work n study (and of course updating my insta 🙊). I found it easier to update my insta since it is very convenient n just need simple updates. Anyway... How are u my dear readers? As for me, a lot is happening right now. With work, with my personal life. Since naik dari cuti raya hari tu, i memang x dop weekend dah. Been going to my classes. And tomorrow pun i ada kelas... But somehow, i woke up in the middle of the nite and my eyes refuse to sleep... (Sigh... Jgn tido dlm kelas esok sudah la...) May be because i have a big decision to make. And make it fast. A decision that will affect my life forever. Am praying that Allah will guide me, in making this decision and grant us kebaikan dari keputusan yg dibuat nanti. Will blog sbout it soon (err... Don't co...

Hari ni ada pot luck opis. Saja buat makan2... I ditugaskan bawak pencuci mulut. Sebenarnya lama teringin nak makan pavlova. Since bulan posa ri tu. Tapi malas kemain nk buat sendiri. Nak kecah2 dapur. So amik kesempatan ni order mini pavlova ngan cik Sal. Mmg sedap sgt mini pavlova ni. X manis sgt n buah2 x masam sangat. Cukup sedap lah pendek kata... 😋 Hehehe... Dah tercapai hasrat nk mkn pavlova. Lepas ni kita diet balik ya 🙊🙊🙊🙊 Kehkehkeh... Till then 😊

Ya Allah,  Kurniakan dia Rahmat dan Kasih Sayang Mu, Pimpinlah dia menjadi hamba Mu yg soleh,  Tingkatkanlah iman nya,  Mantapkanlah taqwa nya,  Berikan kekuatan buat nya untuk memimpin ku ke syurga Mu... Semoga kau pertemukan kami di syurga Mu ya Allah...  Sanah helwah abang 😘😘😘 https://instagram.com/p/BIlvRMcjWaH/