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Something is cooking in my kitchen :-)

Lagi 10 hari, cukup sebulan i x update blog. Errr... ada ka yg tunggu2 my entry...hikhikhik...

Sorry dear readers, not the usual 'been busy' excuse this time around. I just need to de-stressed and sorting my life. I x update blog, i jarang2 masuk wassap group. I cave in my own place.

Apa i buat? Spent time on 'me time'. For the past weeks i dok menghabihkan buku cerita sebanyak 3 buah (1 buku seminggu? Many more in queue). Relax2 baca thriller novel (hahahah... cemana nk relax baca triller novel??). Catch up tgk TV (oh... i tengah follow more than 5 drama series skang nih... nak record pon sampai clash recording time... huhuhu).  And I've been thinking on my life as well.

When we put our TTC effort in coma (koma ja... nanti bila2 bleh sambung balik) i started to think about other things that i need to do. And definitely, i ada utang dengan myself. I have promised myself to finish it, but i have yet to fulfill my promise. And i have until 2017 to do it. It's been 12 years... and i really hope that this time I can realise it... Tengah survey and researching, nak sesuaikan dengan keadaan...

Doakan i k :-)


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  1. puanstoberi1:21 pm

    Ai doakan... Aminn :)

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  2. Carmello2:14 pm

    Yes dear.. sometime we need our "time to be alone". No blog, no wassap group, no FB, no instagram.. Buat apa yang kita rasa boleh lupa semua masalah. Insyaallah.. saya doakan yang terbaik buat nina... Happy always Nina!!

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    1. sweet tooth3:59 pm

      TQ dik! InshaAllah... always happy :-)

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  3. BaTiK_PiNk3:54 pm

    ST.....Yani doakan apa pun perancangan ST (regarding the second last paragraph), Allah SWT permudahkan jalannya...amin ya rabbal alamin! Kalau betul apa yg Yani teka about your future plan tu, Yani pun teringin nak buat juga, cuma belum ada kekuatan.... ;)

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    1. sweet tooth5:03 pm

      Amin... TQ yani... mungkin sama plan kita, atau sipi2 sama :-) heheheh

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  4. Unknown8:34 am

    I doakan u ST...
    Whatever u wanna do, redha suami yg penting.
    Harap dia sentiasa sokong u.
    Mudahan semuanya dipermudahkan dan berjalan lancar

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    1. sweet tooth9:16 am

      TQ Atie, alhamdulillah...hubby memang suh i teruskan dari dulu lagi... dah bincang pun dgn dia, and he support me 100% :-)

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  5. zarith10:16 am

    Semoga semuanya berjalan lancar ST...

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