Marah macammana pun dengan org lain, please la jangan dilempiaskan kemarahan tu ke org lain pulak. Today, first day I masuk keje minggu ni. I cuti semalam. Masuk opis, biasa la...ada queries from auditor yg nak dijawab and kena follow up on request balance confirmation dari shareholders. Since one of the shareholder x reply lagi, i sent an email requesting them to reply. She called me. In a tone yg menunjukkan dia tak berpuas hati, and ask...why she need to confirm the balance? According to her, it looks like she is the one yg buat keje auditor. (Financial auditor out there, nak tanya...bukan ke salah satu cara yg paling tepat ialah balance confirmation from 3rd party? Instead of doing vouching dari revenue and receivable balance kan? I ni lama dah x buat audit on financial reporting ni...tapi rasanya kalau ikut ranking, confirmation dr 3rd party lebih baik dari vouching internal document kan?). I ni memang penyabar orangnya, tapi sabar i ada limit juga tau. Bila sampai taha...

Yup...bz sgt nih... nak board meetin bulan 3, nak audit lagi bulan tiga... semua nk kena settle before akhir bulan 2. So i hibernate kejap ya... nanti ada kesempatan, i'll make an entry... macam2 nk cerita (my up n down of dieting - mostly down in february nih... nanges...). Tp x dan. Balik umah dah letih, mmg otak nk rest n tido. hehehehe... orait...smg Allah permudahkan u all in all your undertakings... May Allah Bless us all. Take care... Till then.

Ya, I keje hari ni. Di kala org selangor menikmati coti sempena selangor menang bola, I kena masuk keje. Sebab hari ni Board Meeting. And the board members semua nased in KL. Lagipun, kalo kensel meeting nih, mau tahun depan baru dapat date baru utk board meeting. Jadi, kita proceed ja la meeting. Anak2 buah I, mostly i bagik depa cuti. Except those yg kena standby, just in case ada apa2 yg i nak check/tanya in relation to Board Meeting. Doakan meeting i berjalan lancar. p/s: Dapat la leave in lieu sehari sebab keje hari ni. Tengah plan, nak amik bila ya cuti ni... hehehhe...

hohohoho... 9 hari x berupdate blog nih. BZ sket sbb Board Meeting hari selasa ri tu. Mcm biasa la... banyak persediaan nak kena buat. And towards last minute pon banyak presentation slide changes. Pening ngan board preparation kali ni. But alhamdulillah, walaupon banyak agenda, sekejap ja meeting. from 2 pm ke 5 pm. Agenda ada 13. Kira ok la kan... i dok expect meeting abih pkol 8 malam. hahahahah... pastu board member plak mood bagus2 semua. I have 3 paper, but i cakap x sampai 10 minit in total for all the paper. Gila cepat board approve. Lega... (presentation is not my strong suit. Even dah banyak kali pi board meeting, i still have butterfly in my stomach everytime nak kena present kat board. huhuhuhu). Sebab dah lega settle board ni (err... ada another one in dec, tapi let's not think about that board meeting eh...), smalam masa meeting @ klcc, singgah kino and reward myself with a thriller novel. Meeting abih awai, so i balik awai and read the book. Abih dah eh 1 buku tu...

Dulu masa kecik-kecik, bila tengok adegan drama kat office, mesti ada ada scene pelakon tu sign2 document. Masa kecik-kecik dulu dok pikir, wah...senangnya keje jadi boss ni. sign2 ja... Bila dah keje ni, ya... memang betui la adegan tu...keje i ni pon banyak required my signature. Approval on payment yg nak dibuat, approval on tender, approval on report, approval on invoices issued and so on. But it is not as easy as ABC. Because whatever i signed, i will be held responsible for it. Something that was not shown dalam drama scene... huhuhu... Betui la kata spiderman...with power, come responsibility (eh, betui ka... ala, maksud sama kira ok la...). The higher your position in the company (or even in government) the higher the responsibility are. Masa i jadik executive dulu, tgk bossess ni mcm senang ja...keja semua anak buah buat, boss asik gi meeting ja. Now dah dok as manager, I know, it may looks easy, but apa2 jadi, semua atas batu jemala patik la... nak sign pon x leh ...

View from my room. Langit mendung pagi tadi, tapi malam baru hujan... I'm at KK. Sampai semalam, coz today ada meeting the whole day. Lega... settle dah satu task after 8 months dok berhempas pulas buat study and proposal to management. Flight balik esok pagi. Tak dan nak jalan2 mana2 pon ni... x pe...nxt time datang, nak ajak MDH...lama dah x jalan berdua je... heheheh...jom abang!;-)

Do u know the feeling that u have done something good? I felt it yesterday. Semalam ada engagement session dengan company's management, so semua orang wajib datang. During tea-break, i met a friend from HR dept. It's been a while and last i saw her, dia tengah tunggu masa nak bersalin. So after tanya kabar n chit chat a while, she asked me about my ex-staff kat dept i dulu, whether i know yg staff tu nak berenti. She did the exit interview (interview staff yg nak berenti kerja).  Masa interview tu, dia ada tanya la my ex-staff how was the experience working in the company... The ex-staff tu cakap, dia memang seronok duduk dalam dept tu. And he really appreciate my guidance and he felt that i really help him in changing his way of thinking and approaching his work. But he has to resigned sebab nak balik kerja di tempat asal dia and jaga mak dia (ayah dia baru meninggal last 3 months kot x silap i...). Terharu i... having someone said that i did something good for them...

Ya Allah.... Kurniakan aku kekuatan dan kesabaran...amin... A little bit busy with office work. Untuk orang yg di jabatan perakaunan, hujung tahun adalah nightmare. Sebab dah hampir year end account closing... which means a lot of work! Bila dah tutup akaun, of course auditor akan datang to audit the account... so, sebelum ada apa2 audit issue, kena la clean up mana yg patut. And for this company, memang banyak sgt clean up to do. Kami baru ke lepas kena audit dengan Shareholders. And as expected, memang banyak issue raised for my department (ye la kan...org lain, satu portfolio je... i ni kemain banyak dibagi portfolio suh pegang...Finance la, Procurement la, HR la, Admin la... IT pon bagi kat i suh pegang... mana x banyak audit issue... x sempat pon kadang tu nak tengok...) Memang masa masuk sini dulu, Finance & Procurement are the first area yang i tackled. Sbb this 2 areas are the backbone of company's control. But, don't expect a miracle la kan in 7 months ni. ...

BZ BZ BZ.... lately ni banyak sangat keje... sebab Internal Audit tengah buat audit. Haih...kemain banyak dokumen mintak... i ni dah le agak baru kat sini...kadang x penah dengar pon nama document/agreement yg dia mintak tu.... huhuhu...bertabah je la... Minggu ni long weekend. I expect ramai yg nak balik kampung kan... Maklum la... musim perayaan... Pesanan Penaja: Berhati-hati di jalan raya...berwaspada selalu...kalau mengantuk, berenti la kat tempat yg sesuai, and ambik nap. Or u can sing along dalam kereta (macam yg i selalu buat...padahal hubby yg drive, i yg berkaraoke dalam kereta...pasrah je dia dengar suara 'merdu' bak buluh lemang i ni... hehehhe). Hayatilah pengertian Aidil Adha...smg Allah menerima amalan kita...amin.... Eid Mubarak! Selamat Menyambut Aidil Adha... credit to owner...

Sambungan Hectic Week 2.... I ingatkan nak cuti half day last friday. Sbb MDH kena pi briefing for his program yg kat Melaka tu petang jumaat tu. Tapi... Dapat panggilan mengadap GM pasal kes tax tu... kensel coti, maka mengadaplah i jumpa my GM. MDH petang tu pi Melaka dulu...malamnya, balik umah ambik I pulak... Makanya, Pkol 4 petang jumaat tu i jumpa GM... Teruk i kena basuh... and i can imagine this issue akan impact my performance appraisal this year... bertabah je la... Lps kena belasah, i terus balik umah...sambil nangis dalam kereta (ahahaha...memang la i ratu air mata... sedih wooo... bukan sebab kena marah sgt...but i feel such a looser sebab rasanya mcm fail dalam tanggungjawab i. I really take pride of my work and i x suka org kenal i as a failure... jatuh repo kot... at least rasa mcm tu la masa kena marah tu...). So, lepas dah puas nangis, dah lega perasaan n sampai umah. Solat sumer, siap2... After Maghrib, MDH sampai umah dari Melaka untuk jemput I ke Melaka...

Dinner - order room service: steam rice, tom yam goong and banana split as dessert.. errr....baru perasan...quantity order mcm org kebulur  ;-) Bersiaran dari KK. I have meeting here, whole day tomorrow. Esok malam, Home Sweet Home... kembali ke pangkuan MDH ;-) Lusa, off to Melaka. MDH ada program kat sana weekend ni and i followwwww.... hehehehe.... p/s: Resah hati dok mikir jawapan nak reply email from my boss' boss. Pasal isu tax tu la... try nak bagi jawapan yg tak menimbulkan persoalan tambahan...dan jawapan yg boleh puaskan hatinya boss' boss ni... tak leh ke dia let bygone be bygone? benda dah lepas... nak marah2 pun tak guna... and we do take this matter seriously and learn from our mistake (eventhough i wasn't there masa kesilapan tu berlaku). It's a bit unfair to be the one who have to answer and be responsible, when i was not the one to be blamed at all. Part2 kena menjawab dengan Management and bossess ni la part yg paling i tak suka in my job.... ...

Yes... it's been a hectic week for the past weeks. BZ dengan tax submission, and on top of that ada issue pulak tu. And the issue was found out 2 days before nak submit tax. Tak ke macam org gila i kejar shareholders rep asking their opinion and guidance on the way forward. end up, kena tax penalty sebab decision lambat. (Sigh.... kesilapan dibuat tahun lepas, bukan zaman i. This is not the only occassion... banyak clean up i kena buat because my predecessor ni tak tengok detail keje anak2 buah....penat ...hopefully lepas ni dah tak de issue with statutory compliance...letih nak handle...). the next week nya, BZ ngan my lil bro's wedding. Minggu lepas, akad nikah dan bersanding belah perempuan. Alhamdulillah, majlis berjalan lancar... And seperti biasa, i la tukang buat hatarannya... meh i belanja gambar :-) The final product - without barang hantarannya... pandangan sisi... Hantaran, 9 dulang. yang depan skali belah kanan dulang utk duit hantaran, mas kahwin ...

Minggu ni schedule penuh dengan travel. La ni i bersiaran dari Kota Kinabalu. Sok ada meeting kat sini. What a day! Penat rasanya... pagi2, pi keje dulu. I have to masuk opis gak coz nak kena sign a few documents. Otherwise, sangkut la keje anak2 buah i... On the way nak pi keje, singgah petrol pump nak kluarkan duit. Ye la...nak pi travel kan... kena la bawak duit lebih sket for taxi fare etc. Sekali tu.... x leh nak kluarkan duit. Hahahahah...kad atm i tu dah lama (tahun 2003). So transaksi i dah disekat supaya i pi cawangan bank tu and tukar kad baru. Adoi la.... So rushing to office...siapkan sign2, balas e-mail2, cleanup my mailbox (cepat betui penuh!), discuss sket2 ngan my staff....already dah pkol 11 pagi. Cepat2 kluar and pi bank. Ingatkan lama la process nak tukar kad tu...tak sampai sepuluh minit dah siap eh... bagus betui bank ni... kad i siap ada gambar harimau malaya lagi... bank ni sponsor HM kot... So balik umah, siap2 barang and tunggu taxi sampai. Since my fli...

U all, penah tak masa bangun pagi2 nak pegi keje, dah siap mandi sumer, sekali rasa...alamak...malasnye nak keje... penah tak? penah tak? I rasa cam tu hari ni. ahahahaha... x tau la... may be sebab kena 'bambu' masa board meeting last friday (T-T) so ri ni rasa nak rehat extra sehari. Nak kumpul energy balik, sebab banyak sgt action item nak kena buat lepas ni. So i decided amik Emergency Leave today and just chillex kat umah. What happened last Board Meeting? Enough if i said that Board members x puas hati with my papers and had to redo the paper and resubmit. (On my defence, i'm still new to the company, and i learn a lot this time around. The Co Sec siap report to my GM and SM lagik on my 'bad' performance (T-T sampainye hati dia... x kasik can langsung...). Tak pe la... learn from mistake and move on. X mo ingat pasal keje hari ni... nak chillex and rest. Tomorrow is soon enough to get in working mood. Till then.

Adeh....banyak betui keje nih... stress!!! Sebab apa stress? Sbb i baru, and there are a lot of info and things that i need to catch up especially for Board of Directors Meeting jumaat ni... Dah la banyak paper from my department, so banyak la nak kena prepare sebelum present the paper during Board Meeting tu.... (T-T) from google Lama dah x rasa stress cam ni... sebab kat tmpat lama dulu, operational issues, tak deal dgn Management. But now, answerable to the Mgmt and kena present paper (how i hate kena buat presentation... nebes tau!!!) Aih... doakan Board Members lembut hati, tak gasak i dgn soklan2 yg i x leh nak jawab and smg presentation i berjalan dgn lancar...Amin... Tell me... How do u all cope with stress keje??? And caner tanak bagik nervous ek buat presentation?

Time flies when u r having fun. Sedar tak sedar, it's been 3 years working and heading my unit. The Company decided that my time is up and i was transferred ke anak syarikat lain effective 1st April hari tu. Saying goodbye was never easy. Especially when the people has become closer like a family. That was what i felt when i said my goodbye to my staff (or i always call them anak2 buah). Yes, it was a short 3 years, but we grew closer during those time. So far, they were the best unit i'd been in my total 12 years working in this company. I would say they made my life easier. They are easy to deal with, they are passionate with their work and they are willing to let me lead them, they correct me when i was wrong and respect me as their leader. It was hard to say goodbye to them. I learn a lot from them, as a person and a leader. On my last day, they did a farewell lunch. 'Cememeh' as i always am, i did cry a bit (but not in front of them of course...kena maintain ...

Okey...minggu yang busy. Ada entry yg i dok peram. Tak sempat edit and publish lagik. Please bear with me ye... Seminggu ni sibuk dgn GST Workshop. Kena review semua submission Business Line. Persediaan company i nak menghadapi GST yg bakal di impose on 2015. Banyak gak tengok impact nye kat company i ni... Tapi keje setakat komen submission org, memang best. Cuba sendiri yang kena fill in the template ye...nangis tau! So, komen secara berhemah je la... Lagipun, i won't be long kat position skang... Di transfer ke position lain yg lebih dekat dgn umah (yey!). Tapi keje is keje...kena buat sehabis baik :-) OK, esok n lusa workshop lagi (since monday ri tu). Pastu next week ada meeting 2 hari. 7 hari out of office, mailbox pon nak penuh dah! Seb baik ada teknologi canggih like e-mail, online portal and application SignNow... x le sangkut keje anak2 sebab boss lama x masuk opis.... huhuhuhu... Till then... Shall write something yg useful once I dah kurang bz... p/s: How i wi...

Been busy with the next year planning of initiatives and KPI setting. Last thursday n friday was the Away Day for my unit. Alhamdulillah, it was a fruitful discussion and the initiatives was set up. And on monday and yesterday was the Away Day for my department. Alhamdulillah, all went smoothly. And my unit's initiatives has gotten the green light to be carried out next year. I can see a bz year ahead... Anyway, unit i punya Away Day buat kat pullman putrajaya. It is a nice place, the service pun sgt bagus. Rate yg kami dapat pun sgt murah kalau nk compare dgn Thistle PD. Well... Our dept Away Day was at Thistle PD. Admittedly, hotel tu hotel lama, but the service tak sebaik kat pullman. Just so-so je la kt Thistle ni... May be sbb terlalu banyak group yg chk in at the same time of our Away Day. Food pun x se variety mcm kt pullman. Ais krim pun x dak... May be dia mahal sbb location tepi pantai kot... But thistle ada pool yg besar. Well, for me yg x swim ni mmg x make any differen...

It was my birthday yesterday :-) Alhamdulillah.... a year older, a year wiser (hopefully). And also a reminder that semakin meningkat usia, semakin dekat kita dengan kematian. Thanks to my hubby for the simple yet meaningful celebration. X buat majlis apa pun...beli kek and makan dengan family members. Tu pun rasa kenyang gila makan coz tengahari tu dah belasah makan nasik (i masak kerang bakar cicah sambal kicap and ikan siakap tiga rasa). Sambut 5 bday sekaligus... This week, a bit busy. Schedule penuh dgn meeting & outstation. And a lot of works to do. I was assigned to design team building module for 2 Away Day...my Section's Away Day and my Department's Away Day. Adeh....the last time i designed a module was during my university days... lamo dah tu... 13 years ago. In addition tu that, this is for corporate team building...tak sama dgn team building utk bebudak skolah.... Masa zaman uni dulu i memang active dgn aktiviti persatuan... and banyak involved in fac...

Huhuhu...Sakit leher since Jumaat hari tu... sebabnya...salah position masa tido atau dikenali sebagai salah bantal (apasal lak bantal yg disalahkan....). Tapi today its getting better. i dah boleh dongak. Cuma x leh laju2...kalo laju2....rasa sakit dia sentap sampai tulang belakang... huhuhuhu... can u imagine it??? One thing yg tak best...sakit leher ni kadang sampai rasa sakit belakang and sakit kepala... memang x selesa la 3-4 hari ni... Banyak dengar org dok bagitau petua nk ilangkan sakit... bantai leher ngan bantal yg kita pakai tu. errr... a bit skeptikal, but pernah buat dulu, and amazingly sakit tu berkurangan cepat... i x tau la apa signifikasinya (cewah!) bantai leher kita dengan bantal tu balik and how it is from science perspective. This time around, x buat sebab x de org nk tolong bantaikan... heheheh... (hubby keje malam...) Ada gak yg bagik petua suh tuam ngan something yg panas, like tuala panas. errr... x buat lagik coz mcm leceh nak panaskan tuala. (padahal ha...