Ahahah... last week baru je kata 'good week'. minggu ni dah x good dah. Monday, i banyak keje, balik lewat. Tuesday, my MIL nak datang umah, so kemas2 umah yg berabuk tu...(hehehhe...nampak nau pemalasnye i ni...MIL datang baru nk berkemas). Rabu, i was down with flu. Ni jangkit ngan MDH la ni... dah pesan kt dia pi klinik ri tu masa awal2 dia kena, dia x pi...last2, jangkit kat i pulop... tapi ok gak, dapat MC sehari, rest betui2 kat umah... heheheh... Kamis, balik lewat, and still selsema. Ri ni pun sama... So konklusi minggu ni x senam pun... tapi alhamdulillah, i still masih boleh jaga makan. Macam heran gak...selalunya kalo meeting2 yg ada makanan, i slalu kalah. kompem i makan kuih2 masa meeting tu. Tapi lately ni ok la... bleh tahan napsu nak makan tu... mungkin memang mujarab supplement yg i ambik tu kot... imagine ya... secret recipe cheese cake dihidangkan masa pre-board meeting last tuesday. Boleh i makan sesudu je tau. the rest i bawak balik, simpan dalam peti...

Last week was a kind of good week. Sebab? i didn't miss my exercise. Alhamdulillah, lima hari berturut turut i buat senaman (not good sebenarnya...u need to rest your muscle. tapi sebab x la senam teruk2 sangat, so buat la jugak hari2...). Cycling (indoor) around 35 minutes. Walaupun x la hebat mana, but it's good la kan, dari x buat langsung. Berpeluh-peluh la jugak... Sabtu dan Ahad, hari rest n also Cheating day (s). As much as possible, i try juga control napsu makan (huhuhu...agak kureng berjaya, tapi boleh la tahan...). Malam ni, to reward myself, buat pizza cheesy. I guna baki doh roti yg x jadi ari tu. I kluarkan dari freezer, de-frost, buat bentuk pizza and letak bahan pizza. Bahan pizza simple je... sos spaghetti kimball as pizza base, sausage ayam and cheese. A lot of cheese... hehehhe... Oh, since me n MDH suka pedas2 sket (tekak melayu la katakan....) i tambah sambal bilis as my pizza base. For a dough yg beratnya 200g, i bakar kat oven dengan suhu 250 degree...

Sejak akhir2 ni, i dah x beli dah roti. Skang buat sendiri je roti...sebab i dah ada Bread Maker! My BM! Heheheh...mula2, terjebak nak meroti ni sebab kawan2 group wassap skolah i ramai yg beli BM ni. And dorang slalu upload gambar2 roti hasil kerja tangan diorang. Maka i pon tergoda la... hahahah... I beli BM ni dengan cara main kutu... nak keluarkan sejumlah duit sekaligus, mungkin nangis la i... so, a group of us yg teringin nak beli BM ni, main kutu ramai2... Secara tak langsung, dapat la menyimpan duit sikit2 untuk merealisasikan impian. Kalau u kuat semangat, simpan sendiri2 pon boleh...tapi kalo u mcm i, hehehe...cari la mak kutu yg amanah yg boleh tolong simpan duit u tu... Setakat ni, dah 3-4 kali i pakai buat roti... 2 kali jadi, 2 kali x jadi...hahaha... Masuk ja bahan2 seperti arahan, lepas 3 jam...wallaa.... My first roti :-) lepas potong... peghak ( bak kata org utara)  i ni, semua nk amik gambo... ... hehehehe kita bekfes western...french ...

Yup...first time buat MRI.  eh? apasal tetiba kena buat MRI ni?? Begini ceritanya... Smalam, i ada appointment doc. Patutnya hari ni, tapi sebab ramai sgt patient hari ni, so my appointment was brought forward ke hari smalam. Luckily i don't have any urgent meeting, so i pi la jumpa doc. Yesterday was my D5. Yes, apparently, masa last check-up i dah ovulated. And on the dot, AF datang seperti yang dijadualkan...alhamdulillah... Bila scan, this time around dah tak nampak dah cyst 2 bijik tu...so most probably that was my eggs... But... this time around, doc nampak mcm ada bleeding inside my tube. Doc suspect endo tumbuh balik... as u know, endometriosis ni, selagi kita masih period, selagi tu la dia ada. Dia tak de, bila kita dah menopause nanti. And endo ni akan bleeding, sama mcm period cycle kita. Doc kata, the most probable cause to the bleeding in my tube tu may be endo ni la. And since i pakai insurance for the visit, doc ask me to do MRI untuk confirmkan be...

Jumpa doc hari ni. Follow up biasa... tapi jadi luar biasa... Masa TVS, doc kata uterus lining nipis lagi... baru 6mm. And... doc nampak ada 2 telur yg besar2 di ovary kanan. hah...bulan ni ada dua telur! kalo my tubes x rosak, ada chance nak dapat twin... hehehe... terkejut gak i, sbb mmg x de amik apa2 ubt pon... doc siap tanya ada history twin ke dalam family... Cuma risau sket, sebab by this time sepatutnya i dah ovulate (my cycle is quite prompt now). And if i dah ovulated, telur yg nampak tadi is actually follicular cycst. Tapi x besar mana pon... 3 cm je... hehehe... But, if i x ovulate lagi, meaning cycle i bulan ni akan jadi panjang...lambat la period... if this happened, harapnya x langgar tarikh i plan nak buat laps tu... coz ari tu dah postpond tarikh yg i plan sebab period i x abis lagi, so x leh buat laps. Discuss ngan doc tarikh nak operate semua... But not confirm yet. Next month jumpa skali lagi to set the confirm date. Doakan plan i will be smooth ya :-) p...

Wah...tajuk panas di hari Jumaat ni. A few days back, this was the topic discussed in my ex-schoolmate wassap. Group org pompuan je. So u can imagine how emo we were when discussing this topic. A friend of mine, baru je dimadukan.  I believe she is a good wife, have few kids, ada pekerjaan yg baik. I can't think any reason why her hubby nak kawin lagi satu. Well... mungkin as what my other friend said, man need no reason to do that... Dah jodoh suami dia agaknya. And being a good girl she is, dia memang dah redha. But the problem is; her hubby has asked her to attend the 'kenduri' meraikan his 2nd marriange. Most of us in the group memang tak setuju.... coz kawan i tu, walaupun dah redha and izinkan suami dia kahwin satu lagi, dia kata hati dia belum kuat lagi sampai nak pi kenduri tu. But the hubby really mengharapkan that she will attend it. For what reason, i pon x tau. And my fren is torn about this. I told my fren, bincang elok2. Sebab perkara ni masih baru. An...

I rasa macam lama sangat tak update. Padahal seminggu je pon x update. penah lagi lama x update dari tu pon... hehehhe... May be sebab rasa past 2 weeks kejap sangat berlalu. Kerja banyak, and banyak benda berlaku disekeliling. Alhamdulillah, thanks for the doa and ucapan selamat. Ayah i skang recuperate di umah. Discharged last week, genap seminggu je di IJN. Teknology skang ni memang dah maju. Sekejap je dok hospital. Dah tak perlu lama2 macam zaman dulu. A few days after that, kita dikejutkan dengan pemergian TGNA. Bila ulama' pergi, dah makin kurang la orang alim kat dunia ni...maknanya, dah dekat la kita dgn kiamat... semoga Allah cucuri rahmat ke atas roh semua muslimin dan muslimat, dah semoga Allah selamatkan kita semua dari fitnah dunia. For the past 2 weeks, memang hectic keje i. Semuanya sebab nak tukar system. Banyak betui problem nya... And vendor yang 'lembab' dalam rectifying the problem pon x membantu. Dah dekat 2 minggu kot i jarang sgt masak dinner...