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Saturday, March 31, 2012

Nak plan apa esok eh???

Tomorrow is our 7th Wedding Anniversary... How times flies when you are having fun! :-) Pejam celik pejam celik dah 7 tahun berlalu...

Ingatkan nak plan surprise for MDH malam ni... tapi x sempat buat apa2. Hari ni temankan my lil sist carik barang untuk hantaran... May be tomorrow i'll cook something spesel... Or just went out gi dating kat luar... We'll see tahap kerajinan both of us tomorrow... heheheh....

Ya Allah... semoga dipanjangkan jodoh kami hingga ke akhirat... Semoga dialah suamiku dunia dan akhirat... Semoga kami tetap bersama di Jannah Mu kelak... Amin...

Abang Dear, Happy 7th Anniversary ;-)

credit to google

Friday, March 30, 2012


Ya..... sentap. Dah lama x rasa sentap. Memang lama gila... been years i think... I have accepted my fate and am trying to overcome it. I am surrounded by positive people and lucky enough to have all the support that i need. That is why i never felt reluctant to share my journey and update.

Perhaps some people does not feel that the way they ask question could cause some other people rasa sentap. That is the fact that we have to accept. Bersangka baik dengan orang... aman idup kita... dari nak pikir apa motif dia tanya or cakap macam tu....itu lebih memeningkan kepala.

The conversation started as normal as it could be. We talked about works, about her kids and about married life... She asked me how long i've been married. I answered honestly: 7 years this year.She knows i do not have any kids. And perhaps, she was honestly just want to know if i did any treatment. But the question that came out from her mouth was "eh...lama dah tu... ko x buat apa2 ke?"

bila baca ayat ni balik, mmg nampak niat tu mcm nk tahu la... cumanya, the intonation and the way it came out from her mouth as if she meant that i didn't do anything and just duduk tunggu rezeki datang bergolek. That was why i rasa sentap sgt. I said to her...'jgn la cakap macam tu...mesti la saya usaha...siapa yg x nk anak?' And may be dia perasan yg i agak sentap ngan soklan dia, so she re-phrased her question dengan ayat yg lebih baik.

I answered her honestly. I told her my condition, my treatment and my plan. Kalau nk ikutkan, kami x la rapat sgt. We just a co-worker and we meet on occasions. It just happened that i sat next to her in the bus during our visit to depot last week. But for me, i don't mind sharing my journey. It is some sort of education for those kind if people. To let them know, hey... it's not that we didn't want kids... we just have to face a little bit of hardship and we hope that you would be a little bit sensitive and understand our feelings and condition.

I hope after our conversation, she would understand more about TTCian and be more tactful when asking such question.

After the conversation, i felt relived. At least there is extra one person who hopefully understand what we TTCian are going through.

On the other note, I went to see my gynea a day before yesterday. Alhamdulillah, everything looks ok. According to doc, I just ovulated :-). So i can expect my Aunt Flo would come visit within these 2 weeks. I'm so happy. I'm ready for the next step. Please pray for me dear readers.

Saturday, March 24, 2012

Home Sweet Home

Home sweet home. Sampai umah pkol 2 ptg tadik. This week i had a division meeting at Pulai Spring Resort. The room was quite nice. It was an apartment style actually. But the food there, lack of variety. Well... it was compensated with the lunch and dinner that we had outside the hotel.

First day - thursday
Arrived at Pulai Spring Resort. Check in
Treasur hunt activities. My group was in the 3rd place... huuhuhuhu.

8 pm : went for dinner with regional finance staff. The place was quite nice. Memula tengok macam sikit je makanan yg dihidang. Sekali, lepas tu, punya banyak jenis lauk... the menu was nasi putih, sup ayam, ayam goreng lemon, ikan kukus, daging masak rempah, udang goreng mentega, sayur kobis goreng and sayur kailan goreng. oh ya...dessert.... laici in ice.

2nd day : friday
morning, after breakfast we went for a visit to our depot in pasir gudang. Went there by a bus... dah lama x naik bas. dah rasa macam rombongan sekolah la pulak... huuhuhuhu...

our bus

we had our lunch here... Nice place. The food was simple yet superb! We had ikan siakap goreng, udang goreng, sayur kacang goreng, sambal belacan, kerabu mangga and kari daging. Look who officiate this place...

the view... kedainya yang belah kiri. Kedainya simple jer...just a kedai papan atas sungai. Amazingly, ramai org and u better book ur place before coming here.

After lunch, we had our meeting back at Pulai Spring. It was just an update on current affairs, and expectation of the GM on this year performance.
The meeting was until 6.15 pm.

At night, we had our dinner at a restaurant near Tanjung Pelepas port.

view from the restaurant. yang lampu2 tu, that is the port.

the food...after. x sempat nak ambik gambo before...lapo gila.

our menu: nasi putih, udang goreng celup tepung, baby squid with honey fried, ketam black paper, sayur taugeh goreng, tom yam sea food and for dessert laici in ice.

Overall, i think we ate too much during the meeting (we had a tea break during the meeting and the visit to depot). Even when i woke up the next day, i still feel full. Memang i belasah abis semua food. heheheheh.... i think i need to restart my diet... soon.

And now, i'm home. Tq my lil sis kak cik for the ride to the JB airport.

Till then.

Friday, March 23, 2012

My last week update

I had training at Pullman putrajaya. Such a nice place and a very eye opening training.

the room

The course was for 4 days. Bila balik opis.... menggunung docs needed to be signed and approved....

memang bawak balik umah jer.... kalo tak, mana sempat nk abiskan...

On the weekend, pi johor lak... mengantar adik ipar kenduri belah lelaki. Uih...penat makcik. sorry, gambo kendri kt hp. X upload lg. Next entry, express story about this week plak...

Thursday, March 22, 2012


It's been a while... I know. Still couldn't manage to find time to write smthg here... a lot to share, yet too busy rite now.

Am currently at JB for a meeting. Will come home on Sat afternoon. Can't wait to be home... till then.

Thursday, March 08, 2012

Busy like a bee...

I'm quite busy these days... starting with wedding of my SIL, and now a lot of things to settle prior of my training next week.

credit to google

Will update more later...

In the meantime; enjoy this song :-)